Inside of Love

by Matthew Caws

Watching terrible TV, it kills all thought
Getting spacier than an astronaut
Making out with people I hardly know or like
I can't believe what I do late at night

I want to know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

Only when we get to see the aerial view
Will the patterns show: we'll know what to do
I know the last page so well, but I can't read the first
So I just don't start; it's getting worse

I want to know what it's like
On the inside of love
I can't find my way in
I try again and again

I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you

I want to know what it's like
On the inside of love
Of course I'll be alright
I just had a bad night